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dark currents beneath

Thu, 24 Sep 2009 20:59:16 GMT

the need to have someone beside me to listen to my troubles and woes makes me think i am incapable of being an independent person.
exams at two pm tml. brain and behaviour. you would think i know best how the human brain and anatomy works but i dont.
the love game lady gaga talks about. i am a complete noob at it.
it takes a moment to say i love you.but a lifetime to prove it.
feeling so troubled the whole week.
no one for me to open up to.true friends are hard to come bu though i seem to be surronded by people.
sad to say none i would consider my best friend yet perhaps.
i dont know what the hell i am typing here but i feel better already.
:)

Sat, 23 May 2009 17:02:26 GMT

i like mine private:)

Wed, 09 May 2007 16:20:39 GMT

hmm this week has been tiring
suspension was alrite i guess.sat there and watched the world go by literally.
got seperated from fiona and ended alone in one pathetic lil corner facing the wall
sick this week man.flu leg cramps
bloated pregnant lookalike stomach
losta tests too. and hwk piling.
its stressful and tiring man.. i look like a sleep deprived zombie now
oh yea taurus has a lack of cheerleaders eeek!!! i hope we can win okay,no.WE MUST WIN!!!!
RAHHHHHHHH.
am so looking forward ot the weekends man! mudpies and chilling.i just cant wait.

oh yea on monday. who do u think you are to tell me off and exmaine my behaviour.doesnt everyone has a childish side ot them.if i dont behave like an 18 yr old what about u man.so screw yourself eat a fishball choke and die yea.
i hate it when u diss my family too.
grrrrrrrrrrrrr
.

just so you know

Thu, 03 May 2007 04:47:16 GMT

it seems everyone has been emoing recently.
emo emo emo emo emo emo emo
welcome to th emo world everybody
shake your booty.*prances ard
i am in yu an's emo club for a week
haha! and i am there to stay.
oh well the things you do and say juxtaposes all the time.

i think i have to mia from the world for a while and live the life of a swami
somebody supply me with water and plain bread but let me make it clear i want milk toast!
and then i shall scoot off to the hills of bukit timah and sit in the villas there to pray for rain which is coming down heavily everyday
:)
maybe then you shall cease to exist from me.and i'll get on with life i guess. missed ladies night at zouk ystd.chatted with charles and jasmine on the phone abt diets and ways to lose weight asap.
haha i so need a makeover.
imagine me with big bouncy maggie mee lookalike curls kwel. ok i am just mad for now byeee.

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 15:49:34 GMT

yesterday was prata mania with nan fiona JIANLE and me
i am so gonna miss him
looking at fiona's blog video. i bawled like for 5 mins arrgh i am gonna miss him
and well went towning with fiona
let me tell you cine i a effing happening place
bumped into countless people ohmygod scooted out
i like vanilla absolut.its nice.yummy.got a lil high
meetin manda later for a fag and a drink i think.shit depressed people of the earth
jb tml with fiona and ken and dainal :) hope its fun.
CHEER UP MANDA AND FIONA
and to you cheryl too. i am talking to myself great
coming from the delusional one.**
meeting deidre tml for catching up at night
i so badly need a tan too.

~~and i still do like you after all.despite what i tell myself not to.~~

Thu, 26 Apr 2007 01:27:51 GMT

okay i am feeling sick
sick in the stomach.feel like puking eeps
this sucks.
am skipping lessons.now hiding in the library
this sucks this sucks this sucks

haha fiona bought me apple crumble as well
its sooo nice :)

ok on the other hand i feel that sometimes honesty dont really turn out to be the best policy
seeing all those previously stuff supposingly hidden from me has come to let me realise that it doesnt affect me to that large an extent as i would expect it to.
oh well. maybe i have moved on. :) at least i am proud of myself for telling you to eff off outta my life
~~stop telling me promises how much you like me and all when its just a lie~~
i aint buying it baby

Tue, 24 Apr 2007 10:21:05 GMT

went towning with my pri sch buds manda and vanne
nice time catching up man!
miss them to bits haha
oh well mos on sat with fiona and manda johannes and ken the slut
fun night to begin with till i drank a lil too much
crazy things threafter.
i feel terribly confused about it not knowing what to do.
maybe someone can enlighten me perhaps on my actions
listening to we are the reason by avalon
i reflected that god has been far away in my life
singing this songs just makes me miss jesus
oh well i am gettign all holy and emo now

-we were the reason that he gave his life
-we were the reson that he suffered and died
-for a world that was lost he gave all he could give
-showed us a reson to live

oh well i guess the pms and fever and flu isnt helping much either

things to do on my checklist
1.lose weight.run run run girl
2.get my studies on track
3.stop emoing and pmsing
4.move on with life

~~some things arent just worth waiting for~~